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Purple Slippers


While in bed, a question out of nowhere was uttered by a tiny voice.

"Akoh, what about your customers? They are sick, right?" Our 4-year old Miranda was concerned about my patients while I was away.

And then over the weekend, I heard two tiny voices asking the same question during bedtime.

Mira: "Akoh, what if you don’t go back to Manila? Can you just stay here?"
Noah: "Akoh, can you not go back to Manila?" With a heavy heart I replied: “I have to go bac
k and help my patients heal because they are sick. I promise to be home in November and December. Wait for me ok?”
Each time I am about to leave my family behind, I think about the same question.
And the answer has always been because God called me for a purpose. Many times I asked God to take me home permanently and even consulted my parents way back 2012 but God had other plans. Obedience to God gives me peace and a sense of fulfillment but I do miss my family terribly. 

Praying that this pandemic be over soon so that it will be safer and easier to go home and recharge anytime I need to before I lose my sanity. 

I also pray for more dietitians to go on private practice in integrative and functional nutrition. Please!! The harvest is plenty but the workers are few. Patients need you.
When I arrived home last week, our 4-year old Miranda presented me with a card and paper slippers in my fave color. My heart felt so full!




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