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I took this photo during one of my recent travels but I can't recall my destination.  Solely the beauty of God's painting remained in my memory forever. 



I just finished making a presentation for a corporate client. I looked out my window and noticed streaks of sunlight illuminating my dark room.
I prayed: "God kahapon pa ako gising (God I have been up since yesterday). I'm just overwhelmed with so much death this month and too many people close to my heart suffering from cancer and end stage kidney disease. I can't keep still knowing that I have a lot of things to accomplish, major decisions to make and i'm at my wits end waiting for your will to unfold in some pressing issues."

Then God whispered in my heart: "For I am the LORD your God who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, Do not fear; I will help you." - Isaiah 41:13


 Over star filled skies
Over all created life
What was always meant to be
Your glory reigning over me

You're above anything thrown my way
Victorious, I live to stand in You always

You reign over all the earth, we sing it
You reign, justice and peace You bring it
You reign, Holy One, You reign

Your Kingdom come
Your will be done
Jesus reign over me
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